Neptune callout. tw rape, sexual assault, transmisogyny
So I’ve had much trepidation in talking about this publicly much less in a ‘callout’ manner post. In recent weeks this has been much more of a triggering force within my life and despite any suppression it’s not going away.
two years ago, queer Olympia recording artist Princess Neptune (tumblr user parasiteprogram) facilitated and took part in sexually assaulting and raping me with her friend Dani Witherspoon. While we both consented to playing with them taking on a dominating role and myself submitting, I never consented to have cis-sexist and trans*misogynist insults. i never agreed to be told that I was a “man”, “ugly”, “could never be a woman”, or have any masculine traits of mine to be pointed out and ridiculed in the vulnerable state I was in. after the scene ended I received nothing in the way of aftercare, and cut any future communication in a okcupid message the following day telling me she hadn’t gotten off. this was at a time when I was closeted as a transwoman and presenting as a cis male. other than my loving boyfriend Emmett, Neptune was the only other person to know this as I had made it policy to come out to people I could see potentially dating. to say this incident set back my transition is an understatement.
I’m not writing this for recognition, validation, or out of spite. I need to be able to talk about this, and for the last two years I’ve felt suffocated by what happened to me to even acknowledge and doubt the events as I remember them. As this is still very much triggering subject for me, I will not be discussing this further, answering any questions or doubts, and won’t read any notes regarding this.
post script. i do not know Princess Neptune’s legal name. if you know it, please send me a message so I can alter this as needed.
please signal boost this if you’re at all able to.
Neptune / parasiteprogram is a rapist and a violent transmisogynist.
She is really popular in “radical” queer communities, both on and off of tumblr and we need to do our part in supporting survivors and not allowing abusers to be accepted in our circles.
she goes by aeon-fux now but yeah I keep seeing y’all reblog her and you should know that she’s a transmisogynist and a rapist. I keep seeing ppl say they “can’t find anything about it” so please signal boost this so people stop making excuses for rape apologism.